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Friday, September 30, 2005

Blog怪癖大串聯

被銀仔、小w、victor拖下水
(不過我也拖了很久才完成…orz
祇是有很多我還是不覺得能稱為「癖」說…………
我想了很久啊……快想破頭了…我不理了…)



Blog Tag - 我的怪癖


Blog Tag遊戲規則
Blog Tag遊戲,規則很簡單,開始遊戲的人出一個題目,在自己的blog上寫下答案,然後把題目丟給另外五個人,在文末附上這五個人的連結,並且到這些人的留言版上留下:「哈哈!你被貼了。」(哈哈是牛肉加的)。這五個被tag到的人,在自己的blog引用(並附上連結)是從哪一個blogger那裡傳來的題目(這時候「引用」功能就很好用),然後寫下答案,再去貼另外五個人,如此繼續下去。


我的五癖


(壹)
人類的身體結構我總是感到有興趣,對那些瘦瘦的很能突出骨骼感的尤其喜愛,所以看到(以我角度來說)身材不錯的人總是離不開視(死)。而且在N年前學了短短約一季皮毛的素描後,這狀況變本加厲起來…(死)就像是在打量著別人一般似的,卻又自覺不好意思這麼做(死)…打量的地方真的是「從頭到尾」,尤其會在人家喜歡的某些骨骼處視線停留更久一點…(默…我果然是變態?﹗)甚至到想著這個地方要這樣畫,光位要這樣…(繼續默)不過永遠卻祇會在腦中動筆「畫」而不會真實的用手畫出來…(毆飛)總之,就是一個想要看又羞於看的人…(死)


(貳)
其實這個並不可以算之為怪癖,不過我想有很多人都發現又話過我…。我就是常常會很不自然的獨自在一旁傻傻的白痴的低能的邪邪的…(?)在笑…(默)
老實說,這是我控制不了的問題啊﹗="=
人家感到不好意思丟臉尷尬的時候就會很不自然的在笑…(汗)甚至連打招呼感到不好意思時也會傻傻的笑…獨自一個人亂想東想西時回想起出糗的事(常常會無啦啦想起自己的糗事起來的人)時又會不好意思的笑起來……(默)


(參)
讀書要「從頭看到尾」。我最怕跳期跳頁數等等看書的了。就算是溫習測驗考試時候也好,明明可能最後教的東東才是最重要,但如果老師說範圍從頭到尾還真的會「從頭到尾」溫習一遍的…(毆)
閱讀的話,漫畫好小說好什麼也好,總之就是不太喜歡跳(頁)來看。漫畫看到悶倒會翻到後面的頁數scan來看,不過之後又會往停下來的那頁繼續看下去…
小說的話…不會跳頁,最多看到悶放置一段時間後才繼續看…(如果真的太悶就此881)。如果是系列的,中間沒了一期打後的就一定不會碰,一定要順次序看才行…(炸)
就連聽CD的tracks也是要順著聽才行……(默)
人家就是太「按部就班」啦…OTZ


(肆)
越忙的時候越想幹其他無關重要的事。為考試的時候最嚴重。從小學開始已經是這樣了…每逢一到大考期間,總是不能好好溫習,一定會心癢癢的想要畫畫弄網頁什麼什麼的。總是得好好控制按下自己來。祇是大考一過想要畫畫之類的mood又消失得如此乾脆俐落…(毆)我果然很討打…(炸)


(伍)
不知從何時開始我就幾乎不再吃藥。倒不是因為我討厭,而且吃藥對我來說沒什麼難度(一口氣吞數十粒藥也行的人),祇是我怕麻煩吧…(毆)現在幾基上是有病不會去看醫生,等它自己好起來(毆)。身上有瘀痕了也不會去擦藥膏。甚至流血了也不會特別想要去理會它…(死)而且也不喜歡貼膠布什麼的說…(毆) 我在想我是否要變成野人了…(炸)



我的5 PICK:
都拖了這麼久…要玩的人都玩了吧……pass…
想玩的人就玩吧(不過最好通知我,我想去看~毆飛)


Sunday, September 18, 2005

Saturday, September 17, 2005
rainy, typhoon signal #1

as i fell asleep jst this morning, i was still enjoying my sleep at noon...i should be...despite my bro who ran in asking me stupid question a visa or mastercard he should apply for...lord!

in fact i didn't give him any answer (and i dun think i dare to answer him at all) and continued with my little-disturbed-sleep. and that i waste my day. i jst dun wanna get out of my bed. only until it's 3.30pm i suppose... should be enough even though i still dun wanna get up. but i got nth to do! well, it's jst i dun wanna do anything...got up but still being so dull...

it's raining today, nearly the whole day. i was like setting off to work at around 6pm. usually the bus comes at 6.30pm (it does vary!!!!!) but guess what, it jst dun even dare to appear!!!!! i've been waiting for an hr!!! and indeed i was already late!

have a glance with the new roster, i think i could restore a better mood to work...hopefully. i'm sick of getting day off like this. my excuse...but i really can't concertrate to do anything... dun even have mood to carry on any routine work. at least, i'm quite satistfied that i was quite occupied by work tonite! only i spare some time surfing online to read the interesting, indeed interesting editorials by a guy teaching in jp. i'm really floored (do doubt, by laughter)... they can't jst appear to be so cute!!! (well, it'll be evils when i'm in the situation...i know that)...but still can't control laughing once in a while...

if anybody is as bored as me, jst click here. (at least i find it worth reading though, and you will not be depressed)
Kathe, i recommend it for you... (dun ask me why...coz i dun have an answer)

oh no, we were jst way blocked home by the NTL.......shit...
and becoz of that i'm suffering insomnia again??????? ="=

p.s. and only when i'm back in office that i noticed there's a typhoon out there...(and that's why it's raining?)

p.s.2 and my first attempt.....failed!!!!! i should be more patient on it...

p.s.3 since i can't sleep...incredibly i finally KO that novel out la!!!!!!! i'm getting out of it!!!

Currently Listening
Il Divo
By Il Divo
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Friday, September 16, 2005
sunny

today, without any insomnia attack my last nite, i did sleep well. in fact too well that i dun dare to wake up at all...
well, surprisingly dad bought me lunch (take away) and placed it in on my desk (in my room). i have no idea what the hell he bordered to buy me a lunch, where he never really cares to do it...?????
anyway, shortly after that i got out of my bed. as anabela said she'll hang around somewhere near my house in the afternoon, i was actually waiting her call... i thought she'd said she'll meet me earlier in the day... being a bit stupid waiting her call...maybe i should jst phone her up and asked, at least, the estimated time she's coming, that i could save some time for myself, maybe unlocking myself out of the room... (i'm starting to think i'm really a OTAKU! OTZ)

having nth to do in the whole afternoon... and still have difficulty to finish off the novel...oh shit, i've been playing with it about a mth's (and more) time already! i'm sick of it...(am wondering why i jst dun throw it away and start a new one...)

i didn't even manage to flit over 20pgs before i fell asleep again... really an interesting bk... by the time i got up again it's dusk (well, i think it's completely dark outside already...before 7pm......it's really fall...) if i could i dun even border to eat at all, but still i wanna try the new shop serving jp food... only if i have the luck to try...

anyway, i think anabela didn't phone me until late in the evening...quite depressed...really like hanging u up the whole day...and that i'm too stupid not to make a call...(well, i hate calls actually...) however, when i phoned my sis, she said she's going to the central to find anabela to get whatsoever that she should have gave me this afternoon!

dunno why my sis jst can make things done so lately. i wanna go home earlier...

and for the whole nite (and dawn) i was enjoying reading manga that i haven't done for a long time. well, the novel mentioned above? jst forget about it, it jst dun even border touch it until i'm bored to death...most probably...
but actually i think i do want to sleep and i did put aside those manga to push myself into sleep...but i can't...dunno it's becoz i jst can't sleep or my intention's still on the manga... i was jst finishing one by one... well, there were jst totally 8 bks i've borrowed, i was like spending hrs to read (as i usually do...i'm jst an incredible slow reader)...finally got them finished by 6am sth...
maybe i've gone crazy again...

Currently Listening
Asian Blossoms
By Missa Johnouchi
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Friday, September 16, 2005

Thursday, September 15, 2005
sunny

maybe last week i'm suffering from insomnia, and this week suffering from somnolence...???

didnt' get much done today... woke up like at 2.30pm, had my lunch, surfing online... actually i was planning to type my cover letter for somehow blinding searching hitting cold wall...well, i mean i'm hunting for a new job........but... i didn't even type a word......instead i was typing all those crude stuff about the declaration of the bankruptcy of Delta and NW! :p (more on Delta / NW)

and headed to keiko in the evening~~~
my sempai said i've been improving ar!!!!! >"<
i'm thinking of making my strikes slower (but correct form)! i need to change my form and make it steady!!!!!!! yoyoyo~

when i got back home, bro using my computer, so it's time for me to get my oiled shinai re-assemble! =D

but i still find the new 38" shinai tooooo light....= =||||||
(sorry that i'm using a heavy one [above 500g] to practise most of the time...|||).... but as what my sempai said, good to use a light one when changing forms....... hopefully it works...

and thx for komoto sensei giving me a new shinai!!!!! ///v///



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